Loooooooooong...Time...No....C......!

hold on buddies.......now dont strt telling me im getting obsessed wid "C"..!...i know it....and i hav a reason(gud enuf for me..) to..!....so off to da point..now

hmm wats da point??..its been quite a long time..since i've posted something!!
yaa dats da point...not dat nuthin wrth jotting dwn here has hppnd all dis while..but u know..(ya u know buds)...im very lazy!!..so tat takes us ......................


...here...!!(hehe)
now to da heart of my heart!!(hehe)

Live Free and Die Happy(no regrets!!)
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wat do i really want in my life....wat shud neone want in ones life??
these questions dey say can be really paradoxical......but i feel..da answers can be suprisingly simple...i wanna be free...do wat i want..disturb noone..hav fun...and die happy.....hmm ..gone off my rocker am i??...
may be im.....may be im not.....
y shud i care wen it keeps me happy and bothers no one...??

care....!!..dose 4 letters dey mean a lott..
wat do i really care??..thru all dis ....living free and being myself....TRUTH....yaa dats wat i give a damn !!...nope tats wat i gotta give a damn to be HAPPY....and REALLY FREE
coz if u dont, ur life is a mess....u live life ur way...suddenly something strts to go wrong....its da truth...and u gotta hav da guts to take..it and face da consequences...else...u first ignore it...and try to lure ur self into the false sense of security, hoping tat "time"(as dey say),the ultimate healer...wud come to ur rescue or...praying to some god (nope im not an athiest...neither am im a staunch worshipper....i jst feel tat god is a beautiful concept..shall discuss tat later..tats a huge chapter by itself..hehe..lets take on one thing at a time...hehe) askin for help..or to make u wake up to find tat all dat was jst a horrid dream....!!.....den u strt to try gettin used to ignoring it....
no no...feels badd......such a life...feels really bad...bad coz ur a prisoner in ur own head..bad coz its not da truth..tat small truth tats perennially in ur head lurking in some dank dark and dirty corner of ur mind...tat strts to haunt u....for ever..leading to an unhappy but superficially gud life...a life tat wud seem gud to others...and cause em to feel a lil envious of u.....but wat da hell...wat gud is it really to u?? u r unhappy...!!..
so it all comes bak to dis....search for da truth .....face it...wat ever it may be!!...ask ur self.....SO WAT...??brk free..from the prison tats ur head.....and face it....
dat gives u gr8 confidence ...being true to urself.....helps u live a life wid no regrets.....infact it helps u die wid no regrets.....!!
wowwoo...die wid no regrets...die happy.....tats my elysium....!!
hmm its 4:21 am on a sunday morn ....and im watchin "a lot like luv" wid mass and dude rahul......mann dis is y i luv my life......and btw i strtd writing dis at 1.am.....hehe..im quite a slow processor..!!hehe..
adios amigos....live free and die happy...!!!